Bangkok’s Meat Markets – The Shadow of Lust

Bangkok meat markets the shadow of lust

Bangkok was always my comfort zone, my hub. But this time it wasn’t just another trip — it was an experiment in slow travel, in trying to live here rather than just pass through. What I found was a cycle of lust, regret, and repetition — a shadow self that only wakes up when I’m in this city.

Escaping Bangkok Burnout – The Temple Reset That Didn’t Reset

Temple reset Lopburi to Ayutthaya

I left Bangkok and Pattaya for a temple reset in Lopburi and Ayutthaya. The contrast was real, but shallow. By night the old pull returned, reminding me that changing the backdrop isn’t the same as breaking the cycle.

I Don’t Belong in Pattaya Anymore – And Maybe That’s the Point

I dont belong in Pattaya anymore

A week in Pattaya showed me both sides of the city — neon nights, morning resets, and the heavy toll in between. Once my escape, it now feels like a mirror of past choices and fading thrills.

I Left Thailand for the Philippines — Here’s What I Found

Thailand vs Philippines travel cycle

I left Thailand hoping the Philippines would fill the void — Manila, Angeles, and Subic offered neon, noise, and nostalgia, but the reset never came. The bars are still there, but the magic is gone.

5 Days in Makati — The Reset I Didn’t Plan

Bald middle-aged man in neon-lit Burgos Street, Makati, at night

Makati was only meant to be a stopover. But travel has a way of deciding things for you. Five days later — tired, burnt out, and down with a cold — I realised I wasn’t just stuck in a city. I was stuck in a loop. This is the story of slowing down, stepping back, and learning the hard way when it’s time to stop.

5 Days in Subic Bay – A Travelogue of Fading Curiosity

5 nights in subic bay philippines

Subic Bay wasn’t what I hoped—but it taught me what I need. This five-day stretch captured the Mid-Trip Plateau: from fading novelty to raw clarity. Broken sleep, the wrong base, a sense of “not again”—and the slow return of instinct. A Caveman Passport story of discomfort, detachment, and the wisdom of walking away.

2 Nights on Burgos Street, Makati Manila – Neon & Noise

burgos street nights makati manila

A sensory-packed 48 hours in the heart of Manila’s red-light district. From neon-lit rooftops to riverside calm, follow the emotional and visual journey through P. Burgos Street, Makati — where overstimulation, temptation, and reflection all meet.

3 Days in Malate, Manila – Grit, Girls, and Ghosts of a Scene

Malate Nights Manila

Three nights in Malate, Manila: a gritty solo journey through neon bars, aging nightlife, and early morning stillness. Not a guide—just honest observation.